“History repeats itself and holy shit I haven’t learned a fucking thing.” 🤦🏽♀️
Wholesome: In order for me to be whole, I have to confront certain truths about myself. I have an ego and I’m prideful, and sometimes I have trouble hearing criticism because I don’t believe ppl actually know me. Who the fuck are you to tell me, about me? I don’t show myself to many ppl. I purposely don’t show you these flaws of mine. Because of fear. I fear that one day, you’ll look at my fears, insecurities and doubts, and label me “too much”.... This phase in my life..... It’s tew much. Some days I have the haughty confidence of a lion and I believe I can handle anything that comes my way. And I do. Then there are other days where things don’t add up and it seems that 2+2=Z. It’s those days where it all piles down on me, beating the shit out of me all at once. Those days where I want to throw in the towel, just crawl back into my Fortress of Solitude.... Never coming back out. I got married and the trials intensified. I’m starting to think that God has some serious...